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Darling Dearest update!

Tuesday was our nine month anniversary! He’s been at my house for about a week and every second together i am so blessed to be given. I...

Darling Dearest

I am trying again. Starting new. AND I AM TERRIFIED. His smile is like honey, the overwhelming sweetness that radiates is enough to spike...

I hope you never see this

It hurts. That’s all I keep saying because every time I try to say something else, it turns into “I’m sorry.” It’s like choking up tar....

Processing the Ward

It is 3am on November 5th, 2021. I am currently drinking a hot cup of coffee and guess what? I'm still trying to process what happened...

The Great Return

Two weeks ago I was admitted to the ER for suicidal statements made the week before. After about a day and a half in the ER, I was...

Inpatient

Yesterday I was admitted to the ER for past suicidal thoughts. I will be at inpatient for the next week. I’m sorry, but I don’t need to...

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